Saturday, February 7, 2009

McCall



McCall what can I say? well I can start By saying that the day of the trip I completely did not want to go by any means, but in the end I am glad I went. Me and five of my friends stayed at my good freind grandparents cabin. All I can say about the trip is it was very interesting. Points of the trip 1. Being super annoyed with one of the guys due to some past drama. 2. kicking everyone's but at blined man's poker. 3. getting about 3 hours of sleep due to the fact that aj kept playing tricks to scary me all night. 4. Eating smore wallfuls. 5. watching the snow races. 6. being cold and whining about it. p.s. my spell check is not working so you will have to deal with the spelling skills aka no skills. But I came to the realization on this trip, people don't care.....they dont care if I am in a bad mood or tired. People dont care its not fair to bring everyone down just cuze I am in a bad mood so my new goal is to whine less becuze i do that a lot, and try to be more positive and focus less on the callie factor. I'm not actually sure how long this will last lol. But im giving it a shot.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Peter Pan

Life is a very complicate, and delicate and if we do not take the right steps are life can turn in a whole complete direction we never intended it to. Just think every choice we make has a consequence, every action has a result. What if we made a very small simple choice that altered all life completely. That's what we do as humans we make choices and every day we have to live with them good or bad.
Some times its easy to think I want to just stop were I am, I never want to grow. life is hard some times we feel as we keep going things will only get worse, or the things in life we want can never come. But the truth is if we just stop in never land due the fear will will miss out on the good things that come with the bad. So I ask you to reach on and keep searching till you reach the second star on till morning and find your happy never land. Im still looking... somtimes I feel like I will never get there, but I have to have faith and trust that I will.....

Monday, February 2, 2009

just me

So congratulations to me... I finally figured out how to make a blog. So here you go this is a little info about me.
My name is Callie Marie Cowan. I am proud to say that I grew up in the small town of Susanville,but it has made me the person I am today. I just finished school at Shasta college. A little bit about me..... I love to sing and talk. I think way to much and care way to much about what other people think. I say the word sorry a lot. I am a very caring person, and want to make a difference in life. I'm a huge hopeless romantic, and get excited over walks in the park... ect. My goals in life are to become a dental hygienist, or a nurse... haven't decided yet. and one day go on a humanities mission. I want to be married one day in the Idaho falls temple and have a huge loving family. I currently Just moved from nor cal to Boise Idaho. Its a culture shock, but so far I love it. mmmm I love the elderly and little children. I am a very sensitive person, and love my friends and family to death. And I really really can not spell.
so a little bit of advice live life because you only get to ride the roller coaster once.
and just remember LIFE is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away.